This song was penned from pain and journaling. The sex lines are about me, from my point of view in bed. From my experiences unfortunately when I had someone who apparently was worth losing, by her logical estimation. ✌️❤️ My point with the vulgarity and profanity is just simply to show I poured myself 100% into the white light and still nothing, but, got wise sister. Wiser, wisdom: a worthy asset.