Feels Like Working, Feels SO Good Babe*

Happiness is an inside job, in theory not produced, affected or created by any external reality.

*This post has numerous, distracting errors as I am using the voice to text feature on my phone. I hope you enjoy, may you find a way to feel good, through your Own personal art of HUMAN INTENTION. If you dream it, you already have it,you just need to align your vibration by seeing the good feeling and going toward it. I believe you can. I am.

What does it feel like to do my job?

It feels like working. Wow what an oceanic idea.

How about a non-example: It doesn’t feel like a yummy lunch. It doesn’t feel like getting out of the hospital after a car crash. It doesn’t feel like going to Disneyland. It feels like working.

But I don’t mind in fact I’m glad I have a job. Funny how when you can’t work, like you’re prevented by external reality, you dream of feeling it. It’s never toil you miss. So now that I’m back in the classroom with my students I’ll have till christmas, I’m in a very good mood most of the time. It’s like how I felt when I had a gig coming up at hilltop. Which I’m contacting them about doing another time Why? Because it feels like working for my dreams and working feels good. Teaching English at the college is my adult dream, it comes true every MWF. I used to enjoy Uber was until

I was in a head on collision, I could have easily died. When I saw the car I cried inside. I have no memory of the accident. Much to the dismay of the cops and everyone in the insurance that asked me. I was hit at an estimated 65 miles per hour, that was the lady who hit me. Apparently I made an unsafe left turn and she hit me head on. I don’t really care if my insurance rates go up. That’s what insurance is for. I don’t ever make gun safe left turns.

Working all that out felt like hell. Realizing what had happened to me felt like heaven. Because I’m still alive. To work.

But working is just one way to feel good. I used to dread things even in work that I didn’t want to do. I only wanted to do things that I wanted to do, if you take my meaning. But as not Han has taught me and so many other of my teachers like Esther hicks. I am a creator of my own feelings they are a prism of what is. I am not made to feel good by external constraints or pushes like work. I am not happy only when things go my way and make me feel good. Cuz that never lasts anyway. I can feel good in any situation like Paul said. Happy with little happy with a lot. But now I’m sitting down on my easy chair and I’m beginning to look at wonderful thoughts of my students and help them make better arguments for what they’re trying to say that’s one of my classes. The other is English literature and we’ve been talking about finding that inspiration from inside and how the Best Authors are never prejudice cuz they recognize that everybody has a brain and a spinal cord and not everybody sees everything the way they do. I think it’s a good lesson. I learned it at the community college and now I get to teach it to others.

Sweating in 106 degree wind at Mesa Linda Park This Summer. Feels like working. Feels so good babe.

It feels really really good. But if it didn’t I would change my momentum to doing it a way that it did feel good. That’s what this accident did for me.

“We are the magic makers we are the dreamers of dreams.”

-Willy Wonka in Roald Dahl’s book a out chocolate

When you hear from me with a new creation, and you will, just remember it always comes from a place of feeling good. And if I get a negative feeling I am the dreamer of dreams and I can make it sweet and sour. That’s what makes life worth living feeling good. And as we do it the Law of Attraction brings more and more. We limit ourselves when we never develop our potential as creators not to create songs or books those happen when you feel good. But rather to learn to wield like a sword against bad feelings the power of making ourselves feel good.

It feels like butterscotch candies. It feels like cheese enchiladas. Believe it or not, for me and because of the talents that I am perfecting to make myself feel good. It feels like working. Feels the same as fun. I’ve made it. Sounds like this: